I had a dream about you last night. It was a very happy dream but I woke up to a world that isn’t the same. I miss you today. It been so long but theres always a feeling, thought or anything that brings me back to you. Believe me I have tried moving on but this has turned into a longterm process that seems never-ending. People say that young love isn’t true. I disagree. 

I just found a note that you must have left me a while back. I wonder if that note still holds true. I pray that it does….I miss you. 

I absolutely love the Northeast! I truly believe it will be my home for the rest of my life. Fall is my favorite, long winters excite me, spring heals my wounds, and summer cleanses my spirit. Without all the seasons that nature can throw at me I would be a completely different person. Its who I am and who I will always be!

I wish I had the strength to let things go and move on. I tend to reflect on experiences, thoughts or feelings for much too long. It lingers in my mind and almost haunts me in a way. I think to myself “What did I do or not do?…Where did it go wrong?…How can it go back to the way it used to be?….when I was happy.” I lose sleep over my worries and find myself zoning out during the day, but for now it will have to be this way. They say that time heals all wounds. I pray this is true.